
- Vol 30 No 8
- Volume 30
- Issue 8
Moonrise, Tanglewood
The sharp steel wall of the concert hall encloses the melody and wounds the summer sky, a soft yellow glow gathering before moonrise...
-Sibelius, Violin Concerto
The sharp steel wall of the concert hall
encloses the melody and wounds
the summer sky, a soft yellow glow
gathering before moonrise, the Man’s
face growing round and bright
as a French horn, but contorted
into Munch’s portrait of a scream.
The soloist understands the anguish,
understands a moonstruck Sibelius
destroyed his stack of unfinished scores
and drank mood swings and suicidal
thoughts to sleep. But tonight, spread out
on the Tanglewood lawn, we don’t want
despair. Our candles flicker as if we are
in a cathedral, and we nuzzle under blankets
and drink champagne until our teeth are numb,
Sibelius’ torment softened by children’s voices
carried on warm wind, by airplanes high
overhead blinking in competition with stars,
my best friend tuned into the music, maybe
a month to live, his body as thin as summer
is ripe and sweet, a full glass in his hand,
moonlight dissolving the lines in his face,
the tortured run of notes at the climax
stealing our breath like an assassin’s wire.
Articles in this issue
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Will Biology Tell Us All We Need to Know About Mental Disorder?about 12 years ago
Clinical Implications of Substance Use on Suicidality Among Youthsabout 12 years ago
Lithium’s Neuroprotective Effectsabout 12 years ago
Clinical Implications of Working With Patients on Parole or Probationabout 12 years ago
Issues in Treating Patients With Intellectual Disabilitiesabout 12 years ago
The Challenges and Rewards of Rural Psychiatryabout 12 years ago
Introduction: Disparities of Careabout 12 years ago
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